Winter Blues and wasted weekends

I started out going to write (again I think) about how this winter his draging me down mentaly and has been pretty depressing. Another weekend of antisocial behavior happened. And yet again is was because of what I did to myself Friday night. Wunnspeed is in town and lots of us hit up 75th street brewery. I don't remember anything after the 3 or 4th beer. Woke up at home fully dressed in bed. I rode my bike home from the bar so this is not a good trend... this is how I ended up in the hospital in 2005. I was worthless all day on Saturday... raging head ache that I still had when I went to bed at midnight... slept in again today... looking around at this dump that I call home and need do do some thing.
Then I noticed the temp guage on my computer... 33... oh yeah baby... I can go ride. Time to combat the winter depression at least a little bit.
My first XC race of the season is on the 25th. I haven't riden out side very much in the last couple of months. I did do trainer rides every night for the last couple of weeks. The trails are a mess. Either muddy or sheets of ice. Gotta do some road miles either way. So enough of this I need to eat something and get out for a couple three hours on the bike. Maybe hit the book store and the coffee shop while I am out. I need a new book and a bag of beans.
So far Suday is starting to look up... lets see what happens.
Mailed in my money for my BKB kit friday. No I am not abandoning Evil by any means, just expanding my intrests abit.